Its hard to collect your thoughts when you mind is blank...

Holy mother....this week-end was absolutely nuts. I am running on empty but not at all either. It's weird. First off, it was so great to see everyone again even if it was just to say hey and that obvious question of "how are you doing?" Ack....I kind of hate doing that because I would rather have a real conversation with someone than just the surface stuff we continue to talk about. But I did get to have some good conversations with Lauren and my sis and Ange so that was good. And I realized that I need to let go of a lot of crap that I am holding on to. Like my hurt from this summer and my frustrations with boys and my loneliness. But I'm not sure how to do it...I have asked God to take these things from me and just fill me with His love and pure joy but so far I just keep dwelling on stuff and wondering what went wrong.
***Public Service Announcement: The TFK Concert was absolutely amazing and I love it and it was awesome and the best thing about this week-end, by far!***
And as I write this I feel like Ryan from the skit...which is funny. But I guess we are all just trying to find our way...or rather His way. Sorry .....I'm out....I gotta get some sleep....peace out