he apologizes...

I finally got the apology I have been waiting five months for. And I forgave him. Or at least, I said I forgive him. Now, I actually have to. I think it will be alot easier to do now that I know he is sorry for what happened and is learning from it. I think it just frustrates me because he said that he is learning from it now...but I am not benefiting from this knowledge...some other girl is. So the jealousy comes into play and it sucks. So I hope that you guys will pray for me and this creeping sensation of jealousy that is coming over me. I pray that I am relieved of it and can just focus on God and what I need to do to glorify Him.
On a different note, I had my first bible study of the new semester tonight and we were asked what our vision is for the next semester, 5 years from now and 50 years from now. And that was just what I needed to think about so that I could keep myself in check as I get started into my new schedule. So here are my goals:
For this semester? To be an example to my roommates and anyone I come into contact with. It has been my goal for awhile that when a random person sees my living my life, they can tell, just by watching me that I am a Christian. I want to seek after God every second of the day, not just at night when I remember to pray. I want to have pure God-centered relationships with people (and in particular, boys). I want to do well in school for His glory.
Five years from now? Hopefully married and honouring God through that relationship. I hope to either be in Africa (or have gone there for a year at least) serving the people there. Or in Med School and working towards being a doctor. Or finished my masters and working as a physiotherapist. I want to belong to a church and be involved in the ministry there. .
Fifty years from now? I want to be in heaven! But if that is too early, then I will be retired, doing missions (if I am still physically able to) with myhusband. I want to enjoy the rest of life on earth and be an amazing example of a strong believer. I want to be able to look back on my life and see it as being blameless and hold in God's eyes.
So those are some of my goals...what are yours? Let me know!! God Bless!!