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Monday, January 03, 2005

I Still Care

This is driving me nuts!! I still care about a boy...even though I said I am okay with everything...I still miss him and am quite upset that I haven't talked to him in about forever (give or take a few weeks) and he doesn't make an effort to talk to me or come and see me at New years... He's on MSN all the time...and nothing...silence. ACK!! Why the junk do I still care? Why do I let this bug me so? And my letter is still sitting in his back pack, I bet. Not sent. Not read by me. I guess I just want to know that I am not just a memory to him...but that he still thinks about me and wonders how I am doing. Ah, I need to go pray. Ciao.

1 Comments:

Blogger Jennifer said...

Hey Rach!
I know exactly what you mean! I'll pray for you.
I'm going through the same thing. Steve (my exboyfriend) and I told each other we'd still be friends and I believed him. But I'm always the one initiating conversations and he never talks to me about what's going on in his life. I shouldn't care that he's ignoring me but I do and I just want to forget about everything and about him *sigh* Why do boys have to drive us insane?!
Love you bunches babe! =D We should get together soon!
J.C.

8:59 PM

 

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