i am invested.

this is why i meddled. and if i could take it back, i would. but i can't, so all i can say is sorry.

but i just care about the outcome too much. you have no idea how invested i am. and its because i haven't told you. because i am not courageous enough.

BUT

i do not want to be your sounding board. not for your girl troubles, anyways.

SO

just notice already. will ya?