3 more stinkin' weeks
Ya, you heard me. 3 more weeks and life becomes a whole lot simpler for this girl. Thank goodness too! Haha, so if you want to catch up on what I have been doing for the past two weeks, read Rebek and Ange's blogs. For now I will tell you about what I am really frustrated with. And this is not intended to hurt anyone or blame anyone, I just need to get it out there.
So this past week-end I invited someone to come home with me for Easter and he backed out...and I am finding that this is happening alot. I make plans with people and I do everything in my power to get time off work or rearrange my plans (ie. classes) and then the other party backs out or makes excuses as to why it can't happen. I am basically sick of the uneveness of effort that I put into relationships sometimes. And don't get me wrong, I love spending time with people, and looking forward tro the times when I get to see all my friend is what gets me through the drudgery of the week. And I do not mind making the effort but time and time again I see that others aren't making the same efforts (and I'm not blaming certain people because these accounts are having a synergistic effect on eachother and keeping adding up in my mind). It frustrates me and makes me feel like I am having a one sided relationship, and we both know that those don't work. I think I am reading into this stuff too much, but maybe I'm not. So there you have it.
This week-end has been a good one, and it is junky that I don't get tomorrow off and I have to leave at 6:30 tomorrow morning but such is life. I only have one more week of school left, and that is slightly amazing. What a crazy, eventful and learning year this has been. And the best part is yet to come! woot woot, well, I am off to hopefully write some verses for this darn song that I haven't had alot of time to work on....orrr play some Super Bust-A-Move...best game ever!! haha, peace out y'all and may God bless you abundantly this day!


